come on , that's my life

Hahahaha , luckily since young i didnt wanna go Poly , was just aiming for JC.
from today course , i know the truth tt i cant go poly for the course i want.
GO FOR IT ! PSYCHOLOGY COURSE ^^
but maths need to be A . diao =.=
somemore this time maths was the first time i scored so baddddd.
must work hard !
^^
Mr raj always say ” do you appreciate it ? “
then i was reflecting for the year , then realise i’ve been wasting too much money , time , effort on Friendship.
Then i swear , i wont do it anymore.
Since pri sch to now , realise i’ve been too kind , been taken advantage of.
Oh , i am not strong but i’ve to .
The world ain’t provide me with a smooth route.
Don’t ever put in 100% trust or anticipation on someone.
Why do so much when the others don’t appreciate ?
To be make a fool?
To make yourself seems so dependent on ppl?
No more .
Maybe i will rely on nobody else .
Will never tell you how i felt anymore,
will never tell you how much i needed your comfort,
will never tell you what happened in my life.
I telling you all this is like , talking to the wall.
Wont get any response , or just a ” so” ?
Just don’t understand why i need a friend who doesn’t share my feelings with me.
Aw , i am hurt.
But i won’t say it out , would you care ? Lols.
Maybe i will tell you 22 days later.
Hahaha , nice date to pick.
and yaw  , you better start studying hard in case you failed your o’s .
Dont wanna talk abt you anymore . last post on you . bye.